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1. 国民妖精
2. 连记者都不追过来的这里，为什么猪会追过来呢？
3. 唱歌，要有爆发力。就像。。。被泡菜石头压着一样。
4. 虽然，天上有很多星星，但，我只看见月亮。
5. 我，看到了一颗很特别的星星。他是在那么多的星星中最闪亮的一颗。很多人都喜欢他，我只是在那很多人中的其中一个而已。我。。。能喜欢你吗？

23:14

Farhana, I miss you so so much !

Bonjour :) I'm goin to be very busy these two days so guys, and girls of course, sorry for not going out with you all. I promise I will hang out with you all after the 23rd okay? (: Gonna miss you people, and don't miss me. Call me/text me if you need me :)) my both numbers are available, 24 hours on call. Haha!

Forgive me, I love you all!

p/s: to someone

who always call me at 2 in the morning,
I hope you are ot going to call me again later on.
Merci beacoup.

00:24

good morning world. I'm in a bad mood, just so you know. I slept around 3am this morning and woke up around 1pm. facebooked and left to gym around 4.45ish. I received an unexpectd call from a dumbass. Mr. Dumbass, will you stop impersonate him? You are just making a joke of yourself. Think I'm going to fall in your words? Fuck off, hell no.I know his voice and I know his style. I won't and I never will and what's more, I've never trust you :) so stop telling me you are him and uses his phone. For some reason, I dunno why you are not worry about what is he going to do after he found out. I don't know what is your aim to do it but if you are trying to interfere my life, pray to God before you come :) I warn you now, do not mess with SOON SUYI :) or else, you will regret. Well dumbass, I hope you know when to draw the line. Someone is on their limit you know. Just in case (:

I hate you but I love you!

Today is the best day of 2009, for the moment

I've never felt happier in my whole damn life

Most importantly

HIGHSCHOOL LIFE IS NOW OFFICIALY OVER !!

I've got SPM over and done with

and the next big thing would be college/matric/etc.

Secondly,

I'M FREE TO DO ANYTHING AND GO ANYWHERE I LIKE !!

tho I do not know how to drive, yet.

But as long as I have friends who will pick me up,

and a nice green light from mom,

every thing gao dim! :)

I'm packed today:

1. Celebrate my freedom with Grandmother at her place
2. Clean up my table and racks
3. Write a resume
4. Yum Cha with Wilson
5. Second round with my gang at Saffron Mamak Stall

Thank you Ah Beng for sending me around today ! :)

p/s: tomorrow is going to be a damn great day

Can't wait to see you darling !

I'm back :) I woke up early today, Imma good girl :D so I finally touches a lil on the MUET at Tommy's. Well, from what I can conclude is that I need to enlarge my general knowledge. It's all about facts and facts and facts. And guess what? My very first MUET essay required me to write about law. Haha! I'm totally stucked. (: Skipped my breakfast again because my intestine are too weak to have 2 half-boiled egg. So had lunch at East Grill. Met Sonia and Phua Tze Xin. And then went back home and called up the ''undang uncle''. So the plan is he's going to pick me up this Saturday morning at 8. sheesh! Just hope that I can meet up some friends there so it won't be boring. I've been studying and practising my Chinese the whole afternoon until evening. And finally had dinner at ''You Yi Jian'' seafood restaurant, eldest unc's treat of course. It's a famliy gathering dinner. I love it :)) The parents dropped me home because I still need to study my Chinese and they left to do the shoppings. Chinese is going to be my very last paper in SPM, and that's tomorrow. Haha! Finally.

And this is my home-made Strawberry Lemon Cheese Cake. :) taste good!

Love me, brat!

Hi :) Mark today, the very first time I drove a car-a four wheeled one :D since yesterday I've been complaining about not getting a chance to learn to drive yet so Daddy, finally he agreed to teach me today! so we headed to my uncle's warehouse where there is a nice big place you can learn to drive safely :) Daddy decided to let me drive the Toyota High Lark, or whatever the name is, as long as it is a manual one. It was cool, Daddy says i'm a quick learner :DD after an hour of driving, my aunt came with the kids. And that's when I get another chance to drive her Matrix. Auto was so damn easy than manual. I finally realised the feeling. Sorry for there is no photos taken when I'm driving because my mom was tooo stunned to see me drive the High Lark on my very first private lesson :)) left to gym around 5ish and came home around 745ish. Skipped my dinner and help mom to do a home-made Strawberry Lemon Cheese Cake :D It's now in the fridge.

p/s: i love you.

You got me :)

Hey guys, I've just came home. I'm so tired today, exhausted you could say :) I woke up very late today, around 1ish? probably, cause i ate my lunch. haha! and then facebooking as usual and left to gym around 3ish. came back around 7.30 and had a nice shower. After taking a looong hesitation, the parents finally decided to have dinner at Cha-Cha :D awwwh, my favourite!

The biggy wasabi :)

you know what? i am still thinking about your yesterday's call,

Mr.xxx

:)

Blank.

I'm having no instinct on what to write!

p/s:i'm in a damn bad mood today.

thanks to Mr.xxx.

I hate you but I love you.

Silly me.

My Bestest Friend !

Specially dedicate this poem that I wrote to a great old friend of mine-Jiayi. We have been friends for 10 years and have always supported each other in all of our endeavors.

The distance between you and I

Is only a heartbeat away.

For you and I dwell in each other's heart,

There forever we will stay.

You know all my emotions,

Many they may be.

You know when to be gentie,

And when to chastise me.

Two gentle souls deeply

connected.

Thoughts not spoken,

There is no need-

For the the other knows what one is

thinking.

Even before they speak.

So with all the love I have

In my heart tonight,

I want to express to you

These feelings I want to say.

I believe-

Friendship is forever.

p/s:家怡，我不懂得如何把这篇翻译成华语。

但是，我相信，你会明白它的意义。

请相信，友谊永固！

Updates.

This was taken during Physics paper by Cheryl :) memories

I'm proud to say that I AM STILL ALIVE !

Thank you very much :) I had my Chemistry papers today. Paper 1 was okay, paper 2 was oh my god and paper 3 mada mada. But still I'm glad it's all over now ( please don't remind me I still have Chinese paper next Monday ) Haha!

You know what? I never regret I came to this school-Sekolah Menengah Tengku Afzan. After all I've been in the school for 5 whole years and next Monday would be the last hour for me to be the SMKTA's student. ;) It was actually good, I mean the school. You learned a lot of things, you gained a lot of experience, you created a lot of history, you befriended with the teachers, and on top of these, you found yourself and your friends. I'm gonna miss the school and the school life, probably the teachers too. You don't know when you are stepping your foot in to the school and you will never know how old are you when you met your teachers. Mg, these sound so saddening. I am sad. :( You can have a laugh now, but trust me, you won't even be able to laugh when this day comes to you. :)

Anywayys, I'll probably start to keep my table and my room and my study room this week. Should I send those books to the recycle center or should i sell it? Well, even tho i sell them off I won't earn much, probably around 10 bucks i think? Ahahahhaa!

♥My 17th Birthday♥

When the clock strikes 12

and I've prepared well

thats when the song

Happy Birthday

is to be sing

:)Happy birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Suyi,

Happy Birthday to you!

the rockers of the night :))

Jiayin :)


and for the last sentence of the song:

Happy Birthday To Myself.

I wanted to say I Miss You

that was like a month ago i think.

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What was that that he hiccuped after she kissed him?

:)

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Ah,again. Good Morning ladies and gentlemen. I'm still wide awake and yes I'm actually planned to be another midnight panda again. Anyone joinning? :P So. Wow, mg! I read one of my friend's blog (you can't find her link under my collections cause I never intend to link her)..and she's invited to Asia Blog Awards in Singapore! wowwowowow! I can't believe that. But anyways, her blog memang cun laa. She's the best blog writer I've seen so far. But the thing is she need to join the "How does Pringles make your day interesting one" contest. LOL.

wow. How I hope one day I'll be given the upper hand to get my hands on an invite to the Asia Blog Awards. Hahahahahahahahahahaha :)

So. Today was a great day :) Just so you know. I woke up at 11.55am sharp. LOL. How can I be so sure?! That's simply because my mom gave my butt a kick at that very moment when I grabbed my phone to answer a call. Hahahahah! Had lunch at home and gosh! I don't remember what I had for lunch but I knew it was very simple. Aftr that, I was stick to my chair infront of my computer for the whole afternoon untill its time for me to move my butt for shower and tuition. Went jogging around 6ish. Mg! Its so hot today. But the breeze from Taman Gelora was damndamn nice! Had a shower and ate my dinner before I told my parents I'm not going for the bible study. Reason? Coffe Prince drama of cosh! I'm so obsessed with that Korean drama. Yea I know it was so yesterday to watch that drama now but whatever,who cares when you can see your idol's face every minute?! Hahahahha...you tell me.

I'm still down in the mood because of that Japan thingy. Yea, I know it was just afs only.. Thanks for the people who really cares and comfort me these days. I love you guys! I mean it :)

Daddy's nagging me now. Okay, gotta get ready for my bed now.

Night peeps!

note to myself: wake up early for the Higher Ground!!!!

C'est Possible

Good Morning peeps! Its 03.22 am right now and i'm still wide awake watching Coffe Prince :D I know it was a yesterday Korean drama but I just feel like to watch it right now. Who cares anyway since there's hottie? Hahahahhahaha :P

I want to see what I want to see,

and I don't want to see what I don't want to see.

thats my wish.

:D

The Piece!!

___________________________

I'm happy today :) just so you know.

Haha! so..I did nothing today but only playing piano. I'm on the mood of playing Big Bang's Haru Haru piano version. Mg! The play turned out wonderful. And oh yeah, if any of you are interested in getting that piano sheets, text me. I got others too.

__________________________________

i know i look weird :D

I Hate To See Your Face

hey there :) what are you doing? I'm simply bored out.

the day went off just as simple as ABC. -.- what i'm crapping lah.
anywayys
i'm damn moody today, again. I still can't believe that THING is really happening. I talked to mom and she said I should be expecting it. Yes, I know. But i choosed to pour some tiny hopes into it at the first place. Now, I regreted. I really can't put into words HOW I feel. Its like making two big fat holes in my boat. ugh. I'm just out of my mind the whole day. I can't remember what I did, what I ate, what I've talked. I don't know what more to do.

In fact, the worst is, I can't stop fearing what is coming up next.

Mg, you've got to help me.

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you know what? sometimes I do feel lonely.

The real loneliness.

The frustrated, xx !

He's Gone

I CAN'T FIND MY BEST PIC,NEITHER HIS!

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time has come to an end

where finally i met the band

playing my secondhand serenade's The End

i once upon wished i can't be bent.

stars were always as bright as the sun

but it will not shine as bright as my heart

though i knew it would happen

but i once upon wished i won't be stunned.

happily i came and watch

the play where you and me ruled and rolled

how stunning we look together,we were

i once upon wished,we are the best in the world.

day by day the calendar counted

page by page my diary recorded

tick and tock the grandfather's clock ticked

i once upon a time,said

how i wish the time would stop.

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i'm back,in my emotional zone.

Why now? Why can't he cut some slack? -.- I really don't want to feel like shit when I've got my week break. I mean,srly. Things always don't work out for me at all the wrong times. MF,FTW, Fuck everyone and evrything lah basically. Okay, I should cut down on the vulgarity now.

I'm listening to the emo-est of song and thinking about the emo-est of things. I miss having someone to run to, to lean on. I miss having a boyfriend. I want to love like I did again. I want to look forward to seeing that special someone and I want to know that he's always going to be around. Realistic wants, no? :)

Mg, I need to get out of this searching zone and crave less.

When are you gonna start standing up again, Suyi!!

The Picture Speaks Itself (:

at Nina's. Had great homemade traditional food (: yummyumm:D !seriously obsessed with that tiang. LOLSu Chin asked for this pose -.-No idea why i'm posing like this (:picking pebbles.yoga? nah.. simply posing only laokay. don't ask me why am i doing this. i can't even explain it myself :PSu Chin & MeUsAgain...And again...the lonely prince LOL.our baby prince ^^muackss and hugsss from Su Ann and me to the baby prince :)Us again.....Fireworks!!!Chin,Ann,Me,VianUs again......

And The End (:

Yours Truly, Su Chin & Suyi (:

p/s:more photos in my facebook :D

Short of breath

slammat hairy rayer!

(selamat hari raya)

just came back from tution. can't belive i stiil got my class on during raya eve. lol. sounds like as if i'm celebrating raya. haha! anywayys. it is raining outside now. i had to make a call back home during tution time just to ask my mom/dad to unplug all the plugs. lol. i'm in a awkward happy mood now so i hope you do feel the same way as me (:

tomorrow's a Sunday and the first day of raya. well,Nina invited me to go over her place for open house. hmm.. i definitely should go laa cause i ffk-ed her for 4 years. mg! this will be the last year so I REEEAAALLLYYY HAAAAFFF to go. we will camwhore and party till we drop! now that sounds good to me :D but still, i'm still having my chinese class on tomorrow morning -.- such a party ruiner. never mind,i'll just pass it.

i have been playing facebook all day long. now i'm playing restaurant city which was very fun to me. i don't know if it is worth to spend all my precious time on it or not but well,i spent. Hahahahahahahha (: my hands were full now because there's people texting me-016 & 012, and at the same time,my msn keep buzzing. not to forget someone is masturbating in front of his cam. Lol. that was a joke laa XD okay. sorry for my lack of consideration.

Yours truly, xx (:

A very Good Friday

hey peeps! :)

its been a looong looong time since i've blog seriously. All those time i was just busy doing my last revision for the spm trial and now, its finally over. note to myself: don't be happy tooo fast,spm is coming. aiks. but just fuck it la. we've got one week break and we have been studying for so long so how could i resist all those fun waiting ahead for me? you tell me...

so anywayys.

there's a much lot happy news for myself which is I GOT AFS TO JAPAN FOR ONE YEAR!! wow. you know what? i woke up at 10.48 and i spoke to myself today postman sure malas to come but i burst out into joyful tears and shouts 10 minutes later when my mom showed me the big envelope. i was so omg-thank you-thank you. lol. i called up su chin and i was still crying. haha! so now we three-Me myself,Cheryl and Su Chin will be going Japan together and for one whole year! whoooray for us!

and regarding about yesterday's papers-Account 2 and Chinese 1. mg! for account i got only my dokumen imbang and the penyata penyesuaian bank RM6 different. and for the other,don't mention it laa. sucks =x. i'll never be good in my Chinese paper 1. the ancient story or whatever it calls cause I don't know how to name them in English is so damn hard. aiks. was wondering if i could get a B3 for Chinese. T.T

phew. trial's over and stress is off!

now i could finally breathe like a human.

:)

I'm insane & yea i know

i think i'm right,tho just half way.

spm trial is coming to an end. Time just passed so fast-mg! how many times i have to repeat it to myself?! damn myself. i'm seriously dumbfounded right now. having account paper 1 tomorrow and not a slightest knowledge of it is in my brain. texting with with friends while blogging. lol. even my friend finds me in a weird condition. yea,i'm moody. who cares laaa..aiya just fuck it la. really can't put into words how i feel like now. its more than the jelly cliche in my knees.

i'm lost. i'm really really lost. hopeless and useless.

maybe i can cure myself?God knows.

MIka Addict :)

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus

Running around like a clown on purpose

Who gives a damn about the family you come from

No givin up when you're young and you want some

Running around again

Running from running

Waking up in the midday sun

What's to live for

You could see what I've done

Staring at emotion

In the light of day

I was running from the things that you'd say

We are not what you think we are

We are golden,we are golden

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus

Running around like a clown on purpose

Who gives a damn about the family you come from

No givin up when you're young and you want some

Running around again

Running from running

I was a boy at an open door

Why you staring

Do you still think that you know?

Looking for treasure

In the things that you threw

Like a magpie

I live for glitter,not you

We are not what you think we are

We are golden,we are golden

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus

Running around like a clown on purpose

Who gives a damn about the famlily you come from

No givin up when you're young and you want some

Now I'm sitting alone

I'm finally looking around

I'm gonna hurt myself

Maybe losing my mind

I'm still wondering why

Had to let the world let it bleed me dry

We are not what you think we are

We are golden,we are golden

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus

Running around like a clown on purpose

WHo gives a damn about the family you come from

No givin up when you're young and you want some

Running around again

Running from running

We are not what you think we are

We are golden,we are golden.

:)

:D

hi peeps (: all right. this is my new blog just so you know so make sure you linked the new link well :D
anywayyyys.
i'm out of touch with the cyberworld for weeks. and now i have to upgrade all of my software and it takes quite a time. LOL. since I'm having my SPM trial now,i'll be back in two weeks time. new life,new start. Stripped and polished,I am new,I am fresh :D
I'm off title of what to post today cause its been quite a time since I blogged. so pardon me amigo XD.

ps:i'm single.