I wanted to say I Miss You

that was like a month ago i think.

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What was that that he hiccuped after she kissed him?

:)

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Ah,again. Good Morning ladies and gentlemen. I'm still wide awake and yes I'm actually planned to be another midnight panda again. Anyone joinning? :P So. Wow, mg! I read one of my friend's blog (you can't find her link under my collections cause I never intend to link her)..and she's invited to Asia Blog Awards in Singapore! wowwowowow! I can't believe that. But anyways, her blog memang cun laa. She's the best blog writer I've seen so far. But the thing is she need to join the "How does Pringles make your day interesting one" contest. LOL.

wow. How I hope one day I'll be given the upper hand to get my hands on an invite to the Asia Blog Awards. Hahahahahahahahahahaha :)

So. Today was a great day :) Just so you know. I woke up at 11.55am sharp. LOL. How can I be so sure?! That's simply because my mom gave my butt a kick at that very moment when I grabbed my phone to answer a call. Hahahahah! Had lunch at home and gosh! I don't remember what I had for lunch but I knew it was very simple. Aftr that, I was stick to my chair infront of my computer for the whole afternoon untill its time for me to move my butt for shower and tuition. Went jogging around 6ish. Mg! Its so hot today. But the breeze from Taman Gelora was damndamn nice! Had a shower and ate my dinner before I told my parents I'm not going for the bible study. Reason? Coffe Prince drama of cosh! I'm so obsessed with that Korean drama. Yea I know it was so yesterday to watch that drama now but whatever,who cares when you can see your idol's face every minute?! Hahahahha...you tell me.

I'm still down in the mood because of that Japan thingy. Yea, I know it was just afs only.. Thanks for the people who really cares and comfort me these days. I love you guys! I mean it :)

Daddy's nagging me now. Okay, gotta get ready for my bed now.

Night peeps!

note to myself: wake up early for the Higher Ground!!!!

C'est Possible

Good Morning peeps! Its 03.22 am right now and i'm still wide awake watching Coffe Prince :D I know it was a yesterday Korean drama but I just feel like to watch it right now. Who cares anyway since there's hottie? Hahahahhahaha :P

I want to see what I want to see,

and I don't want to see what I don't want to see.

thats my wish.

:D

The Piece!!

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I'm happy today :) just so you know.

Haha! so..I did nothing today but only playing piano. I'm on the mood of playing Big Bang's Haru Haru piano version. Mg! The play turned out wonderful. And oh yeah, if any of you are interested in getting that piano sheets, text me. I got others too.

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i know i look weird :D

I Hate To See Your Face

hey there :) what are you doing? I'm simply bored out.

the day went off just as simple as ABC. -.- what i'm crapping lah.
anywayys
i'm damn moody today, again. I still can't believe that THING is really happening. I talked to mom and she said I should be expecting it. Yes, I know. But i choosed to pour some tiny hopes into it at the first place. Now, I regreted. I really can't put into words HOW I feel. Its like making two big fat holes in my boat. ugh. I'm just out of my mind the whole day. I can't remember what I did, what I ate, what I've talked. I don't know what more to do.

In fact, the worst is, I can't stop fearing what is coming up next.

Mg, you've got to help me.

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you know what? sometimes I do feel lonely.

The real loneliness.

The frustrated, xx !

He's Gone

I CAN'T FIND MY BEST PIC,NEITHER HIS!

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time has come to an end

where finally i met the band

playing my secondhand serenade's The End

i once upon wished i can't be bent.

stars were always as bright as the sun

but it will not shine as bright as my heart

though i knew it would happen

but i once upon wished i won't be stunned.

happily i came and watch

the play where you and me ruled and rolled

how stunning we look together,we were

i once upon wished,we are the best in the world.

day by day the calendar counted

page by page my diary recorded

tick and tock the grandfather's clock ticked

i once upon a time,said

how i wish the time would stop.

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i'm back,in my emotional zone.

Why now? Why can't he cut some slack? -.- I really don't want to feel like shit when I've got my week break. I mean,srly. Things always don't work out for me at all the wrong times. MF,FTW, Fuck everyone and evrything lah basically. Okay, I should cut down on the vulgarity now.

I'm listening to the emo-est of song and thinking about the emo-est of things. I miss having someone to run to, to lean on. I miss having a boyfriend. I want to love like I did again. I want to look forward to seeing that special someone and I want to know that he's always going to be around. Realistic wants, no? :)

Mg, I need to get out of this searching zone and crave less.

When are you gonna start standing up again, Suyi!!

The Picture Speaks Itself (:

at Nina's. Had great homemade traditional food (: yummyumm:D !seriously obsessed with that tiang. LOLSu Chin asked for this pose -.-No idea why i'm posing like this (:picking pebbles.yoga? nah.. simply posing only laokay. don't ask me why am i doing this. i can't even explain it myself :PSu Chin & MeUsAgain...And again...the lonely prince LOL.our baby prince ^^muackss and hugsss from Su Ann and me to the baby prince :)Us again.....Fireworks!!!Chin,Ann,Me,VianUs again......

And The End (:

Yours Truly, Su Chin & Suyi (:

p/s:more photos in my facebook :D

Short of breath

slammat hairy rayer!

(selamat hari raya)

just came back from tution. can't belive i stiil got my class on during raya eve. lol. sounds like as if i'm celebrating raya. haha! anywayys. it is raining outside now. i had to make a call back home during tution time just to ask my mom/dad to unplug all the plugs. lol. i'm in a awkward happy mood now so i hope you do feel the same way as me (:

tomorrow's a Sunday and the first day of raya. well,Nina invited me to go over her place for open house. hmm.. i definitely should go laa cause i ffk-ed her for 4 years. mg! this will be the last year so I REEEAAALLLYYY HAAAAFFF to go. we will camwhore and party till we drop! now that sounds good to me :D but still, i'm still having my chinese class on tomorrow morning -.- such a party ruiner. never mind,i'll just pass it.

i have been playing facebook all day long. now i'm playing restaurant city which was very fun to me. i don't know if it is worth to spend all my precious time on it or not but well,i spent. Hahahahahahahha (: my hands were full now because there's people texting me-016 & 012, and at the same time,my msn keep buzzing. not to forget someone is masturbating in front of his cam. Lol. that was a joke laa XD okay. sorry for my lack of consideration.

Yours truly, xx (:

A very Good Friday

hey peeps! :)

its been a looong looong time since i've blog seriously. All those time i was just busy doing my last revision for the spm trial and now, its finally over. note to myself: don't be happy tooo fast,spm is coming. aiks. but just fuck it la. we've got one week break and we have been studying for so long so how could i resist all those fun waiting ahead for me? you tell me...

so anywayys.

there's a much lot happy news for myself which is I GOT AFS TO JAPAN FOR ONE YEAR!! wow. you know what? i woke up at 10.48 and i spoke to myself today postman sure malas to come but i burst out into joyful tears and shouts 10 minutes later when my mom showed me the big envelope. i was so omg-thank you-thank you. lol. i called up su chin and i was still crying. haha! so now we three-Me myself,Cheryl and Su Chin will be going Japan together and for one whole year! whoooray for us!

and regarding about yesterday's papers-Account 2 and Chinese 1. mg! for account i got only my dokumen imbang and the penyata penyesuaian bank RM6 different. and for the other,don't mention it laa. sucks =x. i'll never be good in my Chinese paper 1. the ancient story or whatever it calls cause I don't know how to name them in English is so damn hard. aiks. was wondering if i could get a B3 for Chinese. T.T

phew. trial's over and stress is off!

now i could finally breathe like a human.

:)

I'm insane & yea i know

i think i'm right,tho just half way.

spm trial is coming to an end. Time just passed so fast-mg! how many times i have to repeat it to myself?! damn myself. i'm seriously dumbfounded right now. having account paper 1 tomorrow and not a slightest knowledge of it is in my brain. texting with with friends while blogging. lol. even my friend finds me in a weird condition. yea,i'm moody. who cares laaa..aiya just fuck it la. really can't put into words how i feel like now. its more than the jelly cliche in my knees.

i'm lost. i'm really really lost. hopeless and useless.

maybe i can cure myself?God knows.

MIka Addict :)

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus

Running around like a clown on purpose

Who gives a damn about the family you come from

No givin up when you're young and you want some

Running around again

Running from running

Waking up in the midday sun

What's to live for

You could see what I've done

Staring at emotion

In the light of day

I was running from the things that you'd say

We are not what you think we are

We are golden,we are golden

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus

Running around like a clown on purpose

Who gives a damn about the family you come from

No givin up when you're young and you want some

Running around again

Running from running

I was a boy at an open door

Why you staring

Do you still think that you know?

Looking for treasure

In the things that you threw

Like a magpie

I live for glitter,not you

We are not what you think we are

We are golden,we are golden

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus

Running around like a clown on purpose

Who gives a damn about the famlily you come from

No givin up when you're young and you want some

Now I'm sitting alone

I'm finally looking around

I'm gonna hurt myself

Maybe losing my mind

I'm still wondering why

Had to let the world let it bleed me dry

We are not what you think we are

We are golden,we are golden

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus

Running around like a clown on purpose

WHo gives a damn about the family you come from

No givin up when you're young and you want some

Running around again

Running from running

We are not what you think we are

We are golden,we are golden.

:)

:D

hi peeps (: all right. this is my new blog just so you know so make sure you linked the new link well :D
anywayyyys.
i'm out of touch with the cyberworld for weeks. and now i have to upgrade all of my software and it takes quite a time. LOL. since I'm having my SPM trial now,i'll be back in two weeks time. new life,new start. Stripped and polished,I am new,I am fresh :D
I'm off title of what to post today cause its been quite a time since I blogged. so pardon me amigo XD.

ps:i'm single.