I'm still here.

Just give me some time.

I promise.

:)

p/s: i love you.

This Is It.

Insomnia.

I know.

But I need to get some sleep.

To prepare for tomorrow.

사랑해요...

문득 스치는 기억에 머물러

그대 이름을 부르면

말없이 그대는 미소로 답하죠

내 목소릴 듣나 봐요

머물지 않았던 시간 속에 잊혀져

사라진 줄만 알았는데

그대와 난 그시절 속에

사랑으로 남아있죠

두 손 꼭 잡고 온종일 거닐던

꿈만 같던 그 어느날

수줍게 다가온 그녀의 입맞춤

눈을 감지 못 했었죠

늦은 밤 골목길

헤어짐이 아쉬워

밤새 나누었던 얘기들

슬프도록 아름다웠던 시절 속에

남아있죠

머물지 않았던 시간 속에 잊혀져

사라진 줄만 알았는데

그대와 난 그시절 속에

사랑으로 남아있죠

곁에 있어도 그립던 두 사람

영원을 약속 했었죠

어느새 이별은 우리 사일 비웃듯

가까이 와 있었는데

얼마나 울었나

멀리 손을 흔들던

그대 모습 바라보면서

이 순간도 그때 기억은 나를

눈물짓게 해요

어쩌면 난 아직 그대를 사랑하고 있나 봐요

Cherating Club Med

My work place from sky view.

Oh My God! Today is my last day to be in Club Med cause I'm gonna stop my job and concentrate my studies and other things. It's a very hard time for me to leave this place because this will be the best part time job in my whole life. I mean it and you know it too. ;) I went to ECM yesterday and was planning to buy something to my new friends I've made in Club Med but then, somehow I don't know what to buy. I thought I've made a plan on what to buy but when I stepped in to the shop, I was simply empty minded. :( I'm blogging in Club Med right now. Sora onni just pass by so I told her today is my last day and she seems somehow speechless. She asked me to leave my contact and she said:" Remember Korean friends,in here. Remember." Awwwh, my tears almost came out ;( I tell you what. I'm going to miss So ra, Chuck and Chance the most. They are my Korean friends I met in Club Med, just so you know :) Haha. :(

I woke up very early today. To get ready for some things. I thought I might need my camera today but ended up I forgot to take it. Well, I still have my Corby with me. Anyhow, I planned to take some photos with Chuck, Soey, Sora, and Chance but guess what? Chuck and Chance went on a trip together. I read it in his email to us. T.T Hallejujah! I was so so upset. Thought I could see them on my last day. Buhuhuhu..! Well, So ra did came today but I don't even have the slightest guts to ask her. :( And for Soey, I'm still waiting for her to pass by. Well, still.

Anyhow, I might come back during my summer break or long terms break. I wonder if they will be in Cherating Club Med by that time. I am here only for half season. And if I'm not wrong, this is their first season. I'm very sad. I feel sad and reluctant. I tried my best to memories every last glimpse of today.

My gosh. Why do I sound so sad and like I might not come back anymore? -.- Emo girl I am.

Cherating Club Med I Love You!
Chuck,Chance,Sora and Soey I Love You Guys!

(:

You know what? I need to tidy up my blog and do a big mass of updates. I've been neglecting my blog for so long that made me feel thats one of my sins this year. So, you guys just have to wait for some time bah, tho I'm off tomorrow but I'll be in Kemaman most of the time I guess. Cheerio!

Love,

-Suyi-