Wednesday, February 23


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This is genius! He uses a normal kimchi box and turned it into a movable computer! source are from 나리언니's twitter.
Okay I had a looooooong day. Phew... I finally can breathe. Last two papers to go more and I am a free bird :) There's too much things to deal with at a same time. They killed me in and out.
anywayyy
I'm exhausted so nighty night!
xoxoxoxoxoxo
-peace-

p.s: Pray for Christ Church!
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Tuesday, February 22

ohmaiiiigawwd Macro-economy GG-ed. Eventually Pn.Chan lied. She told us exam will come out only 2 Sektor and 3 Sektor, and when we looked at the paper, it was lompng deflasi and lompang inflasi. We were all like what the fuck this is Chapter 5 and it has nothing to do with what we read! Shiit la. Really GG this time.
Tomorrow we will only have one paper which is Business Studies Paper 2. Paper 1 I did pretty well :] I'm worried about paper 2 tho.
Sighs.

Monday, February 21

Helloo :)
I was in a very bad condition when I woke up this morning. My neck and shoulder hurt so much and I even had headache. Blame last night-I think there's something in my room. I am serious okay. It's a woman. She screamed so loud at 12.32am and I was wide awake lying on my bed. My whole body is trembling. It was a kind of feeling that I've never felt before. I yelled for my mom and the screaming stopped immediately. I'm like what the fuck was that?! And I had my mom to sleep with me last night. I almost broke down into tears and I don't know why.
I was very blur when I went to school this morning. I saw Rachel studying the Art Theory and only then I realized we are having Art Theory paper as well. Shiiit. I didn't notice that. Naturally I ended up burning the 'morning' candle. Thank God it turned out well to me :D and I think I did pretty well in my Micro-economy Paper too! ^^ and for the General Studies, well it was ''Puahahahah! What the hell is this?! T.T'' Our teacher never taught us that section before DD: So just keep praying and write down whatever came into my mind that time :S
Anywayyy
I'm studying my Business Studies Paper 1. There's still Macro-economy waiting for me T^T Oh God. That is my weakness!!
Right. I gotta go, prolly going to bed soon or sooner.
Tonight is soooo cold! Brrrrrr~

p.s: God bless Yvonne. I bet her mom found out about her boyfie =x

Sunday, February 20


this is basically a before and after
I'm studying Economy Studies because we are having Micro-Economy paper tomorrow. FML. Economy never suits me, I can guarantee that. I have no peace, no mood and can't even really concentrate on this subject. Oh God, you really need to help me tomorrow. I pray hardly and sincerely to you. Amen!

Saturday, February 19

슈퍼쇼3 말레이시아티켓~♥ ♥

What can I say much? I'm over thrilled! Half of my dream came true :D Galleons thanks to Li Shen and Miss Sulyn!!

Oh btw, I'm in L1 and Li Shen's in L5

Friday, February 18

Tho it's late.

Helloo February, Welcome to the month of love and heartbreak♥ x

Things are harsh now and I hardly can breath. It's been so long since I've logged in to my blog-blame all the homeworks,R & D and the short Lunar New Year break. There's so much to tell, so much to share. I really wonder if I am able to split it all out in one day time. How am I? Not really good, but good enough for me to be an actress. I am very confident that I can win all the actress out there. My masks are out of service and beyond mending. I've been very stress since January and when it comes to February, hell it comes the heartbreak and tears flowing moment. Yea damn February, to tell the truth I've never like February. Regarding about my relationship with J, I used to be so confuse that I am more confuse than a chameleon getting lost in a bag of skittles. I was having the worst feeling ever which is not knowing whether I should wait or just give up months ago. We were both trapped in such awkward condition that there were perfect zero conversation between us for two months. He gave me hope, he gave me despair. It's tough when someone special starts to ignore you, it's even tougher to pretend that you don't give a damn.You know what, I always believe this-When you are up, your friends know who you are. When you are down, you know who your friends are. I was really shocked at first to know the truth that I had been praying it's not true, simply because I can't believe she would lie to me. I know in my heart it's a white lie they are telling because they don't wanna hurt me; but I'm still angry because they should have told me earlier before I fell deep! Thanks to Yvonne, I was living in a dream, until reality decided to wake me up again with a good old slap on my face. So I finally gave up, wiped the fake smile off my face. A tear rolled down on my cheek, and I whispered to myself:'' I just can't do this anymore.'' Sometimes no matter how much you want someone, no matter how much you love them, no matter how desperate you are for them, sometimes you can't be with them. Some people are meant to fall in love with each other, but not to be together. I believe what is meant to be will find it's way. Thus, this is the way it showed to me. Yes I am strong when I wanna be but trust me, one day I will stop being strong, break down and cry and show my true colors. If you wanna witness it, now it's the perfect time for you. All I need now is time, to heal. I know-sometimes the best memory is sad because I know by my heart it will never happen the same way again.

In the end, what breaks you down, makes you better.


p/s: J, this is my heartbreak definition: When you fall in love with your best friend, and all you want is them, and all they want is someone else.
I've never regret shedding tears and falling in love with you because you worthed it all. In fact, I should thank you for making me a more mature girl. You taught me a great life lesson.
And also, thanks for being friends again and not making everything awkward :']