Hi C: I'm updating my blog at Starbucks. You know why? That's because my land line sucks like shit! Grrrr! I'm so mad because I can't even make calls! Somethings wrong with my house phone line. And that's definitely Telekom's problem alright. Haha!

Anywayys,2010 is coming to an end and welcome 2011. Now thinking back what I've achieved this year. Or maybe I should list out how I've changed/been throughout the year C:

1. I'm much more determined in doing things
2. I'm much more wiser in making choices in my life
3. I started to BELIEVE IN JESUS!
4. I go to church more often than before
5. I've grown an age older
6. I'm keeping my hair long and decided not to cut it for some time haha!
7. I've made many great friends!
8. I've gained a lot of knowledge!
9. I'm getting close with some of my friends :) now that's a good thing!
10. I felled in love THRICE this year,THRICE! and that's s
11. I'm now more independent and responsible! :DD

to tell the truth,there's still lot more to list but I just can't list out that much cause it will take forever LOL. and dammit I didn't bring my laptop's charger! (-_-+) ahhh-it's been so long since i last blog this long! The day before I read thru my old blog. I find it very very interesting and I actually learned something from it you know. I encourage you to do this before 2010 ends,trust me you will be surprised!

It's been months since you last called to my phone.

When my phone lights up

and I see your name on the screen

I get all these butterflies in my stomach.

I spent weeks thinking about you

I spent months trying to figure out the best way to forget you

I thought I did

But not until you called me.

thank you,I will say to you

For I kept that smile

all the way into my dream

into my fairy tale.

-J-

Just now i accidentally stepped on my cereal and that turned me into a cereal killer

c:

I personally love this photo! :D haha!

anyways this is the 22nd's post butta i'm updating it now cause i'm still wide awake c: Happy Winter Solstice people! mm-mm i love 汤圆! C: yummy-yumm! So i went out with Su after the family dinner. We went to the beach but since it was raining we decided to go for K-box session! hahah! so the two of us sang like crazy for an hour more LOL. I tell you what,May Day's 恋爱 ING is a must sing weih!

:D

Give me mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooore time!

there's too many photos!

anywayss

happy birthday to Jackson (:

And also Happy Winter Solstice!

I find tumblr interesting c:

There are big ships

small ships

But

the best ship of all

is friendship.

• 我现在才发现原来我有很多的第一次在这次的寻根之旅中不见了！
• 说真的，在我参加过那么多次的旅行中，这次是最好玩的！难以形容呃~
• 还有，我很懒惰更新叻~怎么办？算了，我还是更新吧！
• 问题是，照片都不在我这里啦！忧闷-ing
• 好！我答应你们，我一定更新我的部落格！我一定会将在云南那十一天里过的点点滴滴全都写下！照片也给上载！
• 好了吧？
• 拜拜咯！

blogging from the airport :) jiayi and cheryl beside me ^^ still waiting for the others to come~

calling for punches eh?

:)

Going KL again tomorrow. LeSportsac's Voyager Backpack! I aimed you!

말이 씨가 된다.

(a word becomes the seed)

meaning what you say is what you get.

Always remember this,it helps to run your life.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :D

Thank you Father for everything.

Be thankful for what you have,where you are and the most important,whom you are!

I'm very thankful for everything in my life,no matter it is bad or good.

You learn things and then you grow.

So be grateful for every single thing that happens in your life,never underestimate their influence!

Have a blessed day and express your appreciation thru actions,not things!

p/s: special thanks to everyone who walked into my life,without you people, my life is meaningless like a sheet of complete blank paper! Remember you are the ink of my life :) leave it colorfully or dully is up to you.

now I have two hahah!

I'm completely ill!

:(

Hello! I had a damn good Saturday :D Thank you Lord! ^^ So Su Chin and I talked on the phone last night and we decided to meet up in the morning for breakfast! We both woke up at 8.50am ish. So we took some time to get ready and we're off to the beach! Mmm-mm~nice weather! Windy but not too sunny :D love it! it just lifts up the mood. We headed back to Su Chin's house because she wanna do her pick-a-boo! (-_-+)oh at the mean time I had a little catch up with Lassie ^^/ ohmygod he is so furrrrrrrrrrry! He's all balled up haha!

Lassie the elegant haha!

So we brought him to the grooming house to get his hair?fur? whatever it is done! And we met these 3 dogs(the picture below that I took).

the simba of the house! so fierce but he won't bite *cuteness max*

Never get deceit by their quite and obedient look!

So after all the catch ups, I went home. Took a real quick shower and Li Shen came to pick me up. We are going to watch Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows! XDDDDD much excited than you can imagine! I've waited for so so long and now here it is! Awwwh :'( I got all teary at Dobby's dying part. Dobby I'm gonna miss you so so much! R.I.P Dobby the Freed ELF! :') After the movie, we went for sushis and then it's our shopping time! Gosh,we shop like we've never shop before! I bought gloves and socks and then our final destination-The Face Shop. We spent a total of RM105.85! And I got a photo card of SS501's Kim Hyun Joong! Well,the recycle bag goes to Li Shen for sure because she need it.

SS501's Kim Hyun Joong ^^

We went home around 5ish and after I kept all the things I shopped, I went out again to pick up my bro from art class and mom from yoga class. Came home not long after and went out again with Li Shen for dinner at Tea Time haha!We really had a good great time! Came home after dinner and watched TV. I should have touch my art but I didn't! D: And it was thundering around 10ish so I called my mom up and tell her I will go join them in the Ms.Garden pub. They joined the Deepavali celebration :) Oh it was great! And finally. We came home around 11.30ish. Home sweet home! I'm so exhausted! But of course,it was fun! :>

Gonna do my mask before I sleep *^^*

Ciao people!

Happy 95th Birthday to my Great-Grandpa! ❤

Great-Grandpa is the father of my father's father hahaha!

I love you 太公！❤

逼不得已

我非常地了解

当你身边的位置是空着的感觉，心情

身在动，心却不跳

对不起

我只能说对不起

其实两个星期前

我已经知道了，但

我却没勇气告诉你

因为我知道你有多么的爱它

我也知道告诉了你后的后果

所以我用了两个星期的时间

鼓起勇气告诉你

我真的不懂怎样开口

深怕会伤了你

但是最终还是伤了

我很心痛。

其实，我很想告诉你不要放弃！

因为那时你的兴趣！你梦寐以求的！现在已经实现了，但因为我你却有了放弃的念头。。。

我的罪恶感很大。。因为我知道是我的错。

如果你在读着，我希望你不要放弃，勇敢的继续下去！

老婆，对不起，我永远都支持你！

하나님 감사합니다!♥

오래 기다 렸 소포가 도착했습니다! :D 우아~~난 정말 행복 해요! XD

네~이것은 슈퍼 주니어는 무대 :) 오! 강인오빠! :')

야.....이거...정말 느낌을 표현할 수 없다..정말 감사 해요!

아이구~~

^^해피 홀리데이!^^

Well,the long waited school break is finally here! ahem-as a matter of fact everyday is like a holiday to me since I started my third year of senior high :)ㅋㅋㅋㅋthere's so many plans to be done during this holiday. It's gonna be a very busy one comparing to the past years holiday :( but don't worry, I'm enjoying it! ^^ It's a part of growing up. I need to be more responsible and mature. Time management is now very very important,so I'm doing my best by putting all the efforts into everything I'm doing! :) I want my family to be proud of their only daughter!I am sure that I can do it with the power of Jesus! Amen! God has created some miracles in my life and He is not going to stop it. God has prepared everything for me and all I need to do is just to walk along and pick them up.

Have faith in God people!

God bless you!

PMS.

Today's the first day!

ㅠㅠ

마비다리...허리통증...두통거리...ㅠㅠ왜아파요~?ㅠ

심한두통과고열ㅠㅠ정말아빠~~ㅜ난이제자러간다~~바이바이!

SS3 IN MALAYSIA

젠장!!난 니가 싫어 SME!!! DDDDDD:

제가 지금 너무 빠졌어!!!

아아아아아아아아아아아아아~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's this rumors in Vietnam that SS3 will be held on 2011 March 26th.

omgwtf. that was supposed to be the date of SS3 in Malaysia,not Vietnam!

seriously SME,wtf are you guys doing? JYJ is not under you and you shouldn't do that!

Don't you dare to cancel SS3 in Malaysia just because of the JYJ Showcase in Malaysia.

We've been waiting patiently for so long and now you're telling us you gonna remove Malaysia from the list and add Vietnam to substitute Malaysia?! damn you SME. If you wanna add Vietnam on to your list, go on! But do not remove Malaysia!

GAH D:

I AM SUPER MAD!

Isolated Cbox

Hello! Today's 13 of November and it's Super Show 3 in Nanjing :) I had a busy day! Woke up around 7ish due to the noises from the neighbor! D: they are having a wedding party :ㅣ so I went to gym for workout around 830ish and came home around 1115ish. Had mom's cook for lunch. it's called 떡국(tteokguk) made of sliced 떡 in soup with porks,mushrooms and spinach! The Koreans used to eat this during new year and winter :) yummy! I had two small bowl of it! haha! rested a while and left to Calvin's house around 330ish. We are having a surprise birthday party for Calvin,Wen Yi and Chun Fai! :DD it was a success with tons of laughter due to our foolish but unavoidable mistakes! x) Had fun playing x-box and singing ^^ Around 6ish, Wen Yi and me decided to leave and go to the mall. Xuan Yu,Shi Man and Chiou Har followed along. As we were walking we called up Chun Fai,Clement and Jia Jone to join us at megamall! After wasting 2 hours time in the mall we decided to go Tea Time :) Strawberry Milk Tea with pearls! yumm-yumm! Had fun chatting with them and we saw Ah Qing! Wow I miss her so so much! She's going back tomorrow :( never mind we still have chance to meet :)) Just came home and blogged haha!Hmmm..there's so much so much secrets to be told-errr to be keep!

anyway:enjoy your Saturday night peeps! Love ya!

p/s: please write on my cbox! x.x

and oh! I've decided on Galaxy S after comparing and testing!

11/11 Happy Pepero Day!

Heepero LOL!

Happy Pepero Day people! okay-more to the Koreans haha!

In Korea the name is Pepero but in Japan it's Pocky so in Malaysia,err it's Rocky LOL.

well,I actually had one before name Lucky x)

Hi mom. I'm sorry I screwed up the mood. I don't mean to pick a fight out of our conversation.Mom, I did wrong.I'm biogically 18 but you know my age inside. I'm still growing up and I am not mature. Mom, sorry for everything.

I love you.

Forever.

5th Anniversary

No words will be able to explain all these

You can't tell a 5 years's stories in 5 minutes

Keep the faith ELFs

Happy Birthday to Super Junior

I love you!

p/s: Kangin went to the party! D: Hello tears!

the weather today @ 3.30pm ish.

traffic was so jam that I actually had quite some time to press my phone LOL.

and it was cold!

I was so boring waiting for my mom so I turned on the car's tv and this showed up!

In black and white and it's all zig-zagged :) epic

Meet Andy the dog! I know this photo is bad and blur but this is the only photo Andy is facing the camera! Naughty boy Andy naughty boy :D

this is what Andy does all the time when he's on a car trip.

*looking at the outside world of the car window*

meet Mr.Crab!

p/s: he's next destination is on the BBQ griller and final destination is my stomach

;)

the lamb steak! unfortunately we bought only 3 pieces of it! thinking that not many of us will eat it but ended up everyone is aiming it! D:

crab sticks, lamb steak & capsicums!

I was exhausted today! I can actually woke up at 10am but accidentally got waken up by the door sound from my mom's room! mad mad mad! so I woke up at 8 and watched the TV,played the piano and surfed the net until 2ish. Back onto my bed and took a short nap. Woke up, showered and went to Miss Pang's at 3.45ish. I was late for 15 minutes to the studio :(( well, we danced to Hip-hop, Jazz, Ballet, Contemporary, Locking all in 2hours time! My whole body is aching!! well, still the phrase-tired but awesome :D proud of myself to be able to do these all as a beginner! ^^ My family had a mini BBQ session in the house and we enjoyed it! these are the food we ate:

• lamb steak
• crab
• crab stick
• fish
• portobello mushroom
• sausage
• kimchi
• garlic
• capsicum
• pumpkin
• onion

mom say not to do again LOL! because she say it's troublesome (-_-+) nah, I won't trust her on this haha!

anyhow, I drank too much and so I'm having headache! and it has past the midnight so good night and ciao!

Oh man, I seriously need to have a cool nice mask on my face before I fell asleep!

생일 축하의 아빠!

생일 축하의 할아버지!

사랑해

♥

proud to announce that the final exam is over!

:D

well

at least I survived thru micro

i think.

so don't fail me tomorrow macro

i have faith in you.

eeewww.

p.s:Pn.Chan,so what if I slept during the last 30 minutes? I slept for only 2 hours yesterday night for the damned economy paper! And I don't give a damn lo okay.

J:

喜欢一个人是不一定要在一起的
只要他/她幸福快乐就心满意足了

complex emotion in me after reading it.

shocked.

teary.

anger.

happy.

disappointed.

doubtful.

All I can say is:

Please give me hope no more

when I finally decided to gave up.

Greetings!

exam's is like a piece of shit.

3 more papers to go and I'm a freed bird.

I think I have a real life plan for my future now.

The only thing I worry is my MOM.

Once exam's over, I'll rearrange everything in my life.

And also figure out what path am I driving on.

I need advices.

so atm

I'll concentrate on my last 3 papers.

okbais.

p.s: Happy Halloween :)

I can't believe I fell in to SNSD's charm o.O

Well,I'm not a fan or an anti but I like their songs :)

SNSD 훗♥

SNSD 단짝 ♥

I specially love their song-My Best Friend!'

Enjoy :)

Only today I realized

How much does money mean to me.

Green papers,

I LOVE YOU!

please don't ever leave me alone again

I can't live without you

and you know that,

don't you?

;)

Today is not my day. hell it's not.

everything goes against me.

for example.

I went to my aunt's boutique shop to do some clothes shopping and guess what?

I met Pn.Chan,our economy and also class teacher.

SO..

within minutes of talk between her and my mom,

my future? err yea you can say that, is completely ruined.

DAMN IT!!

I really really need to prove to my mom what's right and what's wrong.

TVXQ

TVXQ members on twitter :D

Follow them!

@mjjeje (Kim Jae Joong)

@0101xiahtic (Kim Junsu aka Xiah Junsu)

@6002theMicky (Mickey YooChun)

now we have sexy JJ,Junsu and Mickey.

WE NEED YUNHO AND MAX TO BE ON TWITTER!!!

today's schedule was so tired.

woke up early in the morning. well, to tell the truth I should be ready by 7.30am but I ended up waking up at the time! D: so I immediately texted Wenyi to tell her to give me at least 10 minutes to get ready. And so she came around 7.50ish and we went for breakfast. We had curry mee. yumm-yumm! so our destination-the public library. it was quite deserted at first with only 7 people included me and wenyi and xuan yu. And next thing we know, we've been burying our head into those freaky-fucking-thicky books for 5hours and 15 minutes exactly! wow. Results? I've only managed to cover up a complete of 2 damn chapters on General Study. epic fail. *heads hanging to the left/right side-whatever* we are so hungry so we decided to have our break at Cha Cha! hoooray! my favorite Japanese restaurant of all in Kuantan. we ate a total of RM103 :) normal price la. Arrived in the house after the lunch... Next thing I know is I grabbed my bag, changed my clothes and copied down some notes and grabbed the folio within 5 minutes time! Sent my bro to the gym and I'm off to the bank. STUPID HOUR. STUPID PARKING. I had to round for 5 big damned rounds until I found a parking which is so far away from the bank. And I have to wait up for like 15 minutes just to deposit some cash with RM5 in it! without the RM5, I would have used the machine lo! issh. So, mission one done. Head off to photocopy the folio and my parking sucks like shit haha! Arrived home around 4.15 ish and only realized I've just wasted my whole damn 45 minutes to deposit cash and photocopy. (-_-+) took a shower and was about to sit down,my phone rang. The bro text me to ask me pick him up at 5. I looked at the clock and the clock says: 4.48pm DD: MAD MAD MAD! with my half-dried hair I went out AGAIN to pick him up, and mother fucker, I met the peak hour. Malao la. whatever, as long as I'm home I will be alright. So yeah. FINALLEH HOME SWEET HOME.

Oh man. I miss you TV. I miss you ASTRO. I miss you KBS. I miss you OneHD. Okay, here's the list of drama/shows you should really really watch:

1. Sungkyunkwan Scandal
2. My Girlfriend is a Gumiho
3. Kimora-My Life On The Fab Lane
4. The Kardashians
5. MTV Asian Takeaway
6. Star King
7. Strong Heart

Haha!

p/s: i'm whining in this post because my grandpa-Clement is going to read this. Ah ye, this is for you. you man man enjoy la ok? Long enuf for you to geleng kepala and sighing and giggling.

*^^*

note to myself:

Don't hide behind the fake smile

It's okay to be not alright.

so yea, I actually miss him.

Goodbye.

the before & after.

today's dancing class was really fun! we did Couple Dance! :D

it's awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwsommmmme!

i can't wait for the next class

x)

Q: who lives in a pineapple under the sea?

A: Jessie.

HAHAHAH!

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This is the present from my dearest Su Chin and her family! I WAS REALLY REALLY SHOCK!!!

THANK YOU!!!

and yes, su, i loooooooooooove it!

Kim Hee Chul. I'm having the same hair style too! (the first one)

and, I love your version of B2ST's Shock on Youngstreet today!

You are really really crazy!

x)

Today's dinner :D My mom is a superb chef! I love you mom!

Annnnnnd finalleh! Super Show 2 DVD is out and the the preorders are starting now! :D Can't wait for MYSJ to announce their price. Gonna order from them if they can get a cheaper price x)

p/s: I think I'm avoiding..something or someone. I don't know! :(

and oh!

Sungkyunkwan Scandal is super duper triple nice! :D

oh Mickey you are really good lo!

And Joong Ki! I fell in your charm jor!

x)

My Sweet 18

And a little present from me to myself :D

Dinner at JJ Kimbab with the family :D yumm-yumm!

Selcas with the teddy :D spot the fish sign? x)

That's my present & the cake. And you can see my at the back^^~

The before & after :D Chocolate Indulgence from SR!

Thaaaaaaaaaaanks

For

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaalll

The

Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiishes!

I'm in a rush so I might edit this post next time :D

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this is a 1o15's post but since I'm late..mm-hmm.

nothing much today. But I'm kinda satisfied. Things improved.

Jackson,Wenyi,Chiou Har and me skipped PA class early in the morning LOL. Well, he's quiet all the time but whatever,I'm glad and I appreciate the time we spent together (: tho at night he didn't join wenyi and me (we skipped economy tuition class & ended up studying and having dinner at TC's McD), I'm still okay.

Thank God for today.

and again, Happy Birthday to Super Junior's Lee Donghae ♥

and also, Happy Birthday to How Leang :)

God bless you guys!

p/s: Father, I thank you for Lee Donghae & Super Junior :) Bless them and lead them to you as they've put all their faith in you. Guide them and all the favors of men and God shall come upon them. And they will always be protected by the Holy Spirit that lives inside them :)

In Jesus name I pray, AMEN!

:)

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정말 감사합니다 ! 너무나 행복한 하루를 보냈습니다! 멤버들이케익도해주고 선물도 많이주고 ㅎ Thank God! Thank u My Dad Mam. And ELF

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