The Changes.

I've become more and more sensitive nowadays..

It's been a long time for me to blog like this.

I saw, I noticed, I felt, I realized, I am going through it..THE CHANGES.

I'm now officially one of the Lower 6-ers, studying in SMK Alor Akar, a co-ex.

It's only been a month or two, but I changed so much..so so much.

It's July. July. July. A not very happy month for the students actually. You get to rest this month but exams are coming next month. This is the month where you prepare for everything. PMR's trial, SPM's trial and etc. A very stressful month indeed.

For me, a newbie, I personally hated July too. Same reason :)

Pengajian Am, Pengajian Perniagaan, Art, MUET, Economy.

These are the subjects that looks totally a stranger to me, except for Art & MUET.

I'm stressed. Yes, stressed. Talk about economy first, I feel like dropping it cause I can't even link my ears and eyes to the economical language, they sounded alien to me haha! But I told myself not to give up. Now this is the very FIRST CHANGE IN ME THIS YEAR! i LEARNED TO BE DETERMINED AND TOUGH :) I'm proud of myself. Thanks to Father and Super Junior. Yes, Super Junior.

Next: Pengajian Perniagaan. Seriously but sorrily, I hate this subject the most. Ask me why? There's 2 reasons: The teachers and of course myself. I find this sub boring and useless LOL. But still, once again I told myself I will try my best.

Pengajian Am, one of my favorite subject. I personally love this subject because it sounds professional to me haha. Well, for the time being, I'm still holding my ambition to be a lawyer. And that explained why I love Pengajian Am. And oh, I need to clear this fact out. I love this sub dosen't mean that I need/will score high marks okay.

Last but not least. MUET. My all time favorite subject. Never will get boring with classes or subjects related/uses English. Thumbs up! And really, I'm stating this truthfully, right from the bottom of my heart, my MUET TEACHER ROCKS!!!!! She rocks because her way of teaching our class has been the way that I wanted since I was young! I was so happy and I enjoyed to the max during her class ^^ Keep up the good work teacher! You rock!

Enough for the school talk. Now, on me. My life these days. Geez, I sounds old :) Never mind, I am getting old lol. Teenagers, what can I say. Sensitive, outgoing, wild minded, creative, emotional, contagious.. you name it. Friends. Love. Jealousies. Where these 3 best friends come together at the same time. I do not have a reason to hate teenage life. I actually enjoyed it very much. But, but but.. there is always a but. When things goes all the way up wrongly, you can get into a very depressing/stressful/furious state. I am now in a kind of depressing+stressful+helpless+what's-more-to-add-in state. COMPLICATED.

I need someone to talk to. PARENTS is a NO nowadays. haha! It's really hard to get a time where both of us are free and sit down to have a cup or two. And also, I really can't talk to them. They never understand a single thing I said. So it's a no-no. FRIENDS. it's a yes but now it's a no for me. Why? I only talk to my twin soul which is not here cause she went to TARC. Her name is Su Chin. She's my cousin and also my twin soul. There is another one too, Jiayi but she's in SMART. We can't meet each other up so often because of our schedules, but still we talk sometimes. BLOG. I love to tell it all out in my blog, well not really all tho. PRIVACIES, I still have to keep it to myself :) JESUS. the best Father. I talked to him often :) but still, I need a person to talk to. but who is that very person? Remained anonymous.