♥My 17th Birthday♥

When the clock strikes 12

and I've prepared well

thats when the song

Happy Birthday

is to be sing

:)Happy birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Suyi,

Happy Birthday to you!

the rockers of the night :))

Jiayin :)


and for the last sentence of the song:

Happy Birthday To Myself.

I wanted to say I Miss You

that was like a month ago i think.

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What was that that he hiccuped after she kissed him?

:)

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Ah,again. Good Morning ladies and gentlemen. I'm still wide awake and yes I'm actually planned to be another midnight panda again. Anyone joinning? :P So. Wow, mg! I read one of my friend's blog (you can't find her link under my collections cause I never intend to link her)..and she's invited to Asia Blog Awards in Singapore! wowwowowow! I can't believe that. But anyways, her blog memang cun laa. She's the best blog writer I've seen so far. But the thing is she need to join the "How does Pringles make your day interesting one" contest. LOL.

wow. How I hope one day I'll be given the upper hand to get my hands on an invite to the Asia Blog Awards. Hahahahahahahahahahaha :)

So. Today was a great day :) Just so you know. I woke up at 11.55am sharp. LOL. How can I be so sure?! That's simply because my mom gave my butt a kick at that very moment when I grabbed my phone to answer a call. Hahahahah! Had lunch at home and gosh! I don't remember what I had for lunch but I knew it was very simple. Aftr that, I was stick to my chair infront of my computer for the whole afternoon untill its time for me to move my butt for shower and tuition. Went jogging around 6ish. Mg! Its so hot today. But the breeze from Taman Gelora was damndamn nice! Had a shower and ate my dinner before I told my parents I'm not going for the bible study. Reason? Coffe Prince drama of cosh! I'm so obsessed with that Korean drama. Yea I know it was so yesterday to watch that drama now but whatever,who cares when you can see your idol's face every minute?! Hahahahha...you tell me.

I'm still down in the mood because of that Japan thingy. Yea, I know it was just afs only.. Thanks for the people who really cares and comfort me these days. I love you guys! I mean it :)

Daddy's nagging me now. Okay, gotta get ready for my bed now.

Night peeps!

note to myself: wake up early for the Higher Ground!!!!

C'est Possible

Good Morning peeps! Its 03.22 am right now and i'm still wide awake watching Coffe Prince :D I know it was a yesterday Korean drama but I just feel like to watch it right now. Who cares anyway since there's hottie? Hahahahhahaha :P

I want to see what I want to see,

and I don't want to see what I don't want to see.

thats my wish.

:D

The Piece!!

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I'm happy today :) just so you know.

Haha! so..I did nothing today but only playing piano. I'm on the mood of playing Big Bang's Haru Haru piano version. Mg! The play turned out wonderful. And oh yeah, if any of you are interested in getting that piano sheets, text me. I got others too.

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i know i look weird :D

I Hate To See Your Face

hey there :) what are you doing? I'm simply bored out.

the day went off just as simple as ABC. -.- what i'm crapping lah.
anywayys
i'm damn moody today, again. I still can't believe that THING is really happening. I talked to mom and she said I should be expecting it. Yes, I know. But i choosed to pour some tiny hopes into it at the first place. Now, I regreted. I really can't put into words HOW I feel. Its like making two big fat holes in my boat. ugh. I'm just out of my mind the whole day. I can't remember what I did, what I ate, what I've talked. I don't know what more to do.

In fact, the worst is, I can't stop fearing what is coming up next.

Mg, you've got to help me.

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you know what? sometimes I do feel lonely.

The real loneliness.

The frustrated, xx !

He's Gone

I CAN'T FIND MY BEST PIC,NEITHER HIS!

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time has come to an end

where finally i met the band

playing my secondhand serenade's The End

i once upon wished i can't be bent.

stars were always as bright as the sun

but it will not shine as bright as my heart

though i knew it would happen

but i once upon wished i won't be stunned.

happily i came and watch

the play where you and me ruled and rolled

how stunning we look together,we were

i once upon wished,we are the best in the world.

day by day the calendar counted

page by page my diary recorded

tick and tock the grandfather's clock ticked

i once upon a time,said

how i wish the time would stop.

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i'm back,in my emotional zone.

Why now? Why can't he cut some slack? -.- I really don't want to feel like shit when I've got my week break. I mean,srly. Things always don't work out for me at all the wrong times. MF,FTW, Fuck everyone and evrything lah basically. Okay, I should cut down on the vulgarity now.

I'm listening to the emo-est of song and thinking about the emo-est of things. I miss having someone to run to, to lean on. I miss having a boyfriend. I want to love like I did again. I want to look forward to seeing that special someone and I want to know that he's always going to be around. Realistic wants, no? :)

Mg, I need to get out of this searching zone and crave less.

When are you gonna start standing up again, Suyi!!