I ♥ U

Has been the words that I want to tell you

all the time

I've always been expressing my true feelings thru my music

songs after songs

pieces after pieces

but I just can't brace myself to face it

until one day

I realized

''You can be so ever hardworking at loving someone,

but it does not necessary mean they'll love you back."

I suck it up.

Well

All I have to do now is to forget you.

But

There's always that one special person in everyone's life

that they can't stop giving up on

and to me,

It's you.

It took a moment to fall in love with you,

But I know

A lifetime long will be needed to forget you.

It's 11.1.11!

What should I wish you guy huh?

anyways

new year new day new starting

I had a damn good starting today, really :)

and so I hope you had your's too, sincerely C:

love,

Suyi

You can be so ever hardworking at loving someone, but it does not necessary mean they'll love you back.

2011

First of all,

Happy New Year world!

:D

I'm sorry for being MIA for so long. Blame the thunder and Telekom (-_-+) I'm updating my blog at Tea Time with Jia Hui,Siaow Yin and Bing Jun. Enjoying my strawberry milk tea as usual. So how are you my readers? I miss my blog and everything :( I wonder when will I be able to update again haiz. I've got so many things to tell and share..so many thoughts. I can't blog from my phone but I can tweet thru my phone haha! So if wanna see my updates you can follow me on my twitter C:

So new year's resolutions! Well,I've never actually completed one before. I don't usually make my new year's resolution so yea,that's the case. All I can say is I'll do my best this year C:

I will be a good daughter.

I will be a good student.

I will be a good ELF.

I don't know why but I seems to be emo lately. I've got so many things to blog but I'm dumbfounded when I'm here :(

whatever.

Miss me people and yes you should!

Happy New Year again C:

Hi C: I'm updating my blog at Starbucks. You know why? That's because my land line sucks like shit! Grrrr! I'm so mad because I can't even make calls! Somethings wrong with my house phone line. And that's definitely Telekom's problem alright. Haha!

Anywayys,2010 is coming to an end and welcome 2011. Now thinking back what I've achieved this year. Or maybe I should list out how I've changed/been throughout the year C:

1. I'm much more determined in doing things
2. I'm much more wiser in making choices in my life
3. I started to BELIEVE IN JESUS!
4. I go to church more often than before
5. I've grown an age older
6. I'm keeping my hair long and decided not to cut it for some time haha!
7. I've made many great friends!
8. I've gained a lot of knowledge!
9. I'm getting close with some of my friends :) now that's a good thing!
10. I felled in love THRICE this year,THRICE! and that's s
11. I'm now more independent and responsible! :DD

to tell the truth,there's still lot more to list but I just can't list out that much cause it will take forever LOL. and dammit I didn't bring my laptop's charger! (-_-+) ahhh-it's been so long since i last blog this long! The day before I read thru my old blog. I find it very very interesting and I actually learned something from it you know. I encourage you to do this before 2010 ends,trust me you will be surprised!

It's been months since you last called to my phone.

When my phone lights up

and I see your name on the screen

I get all these butterflies in my stomach.

I spent weeks thinking about you

I spent months trying to figure out the best way to forget you

I thought I did

But not until you called me.

thank you,I will say to you

For I kept that smile

all the way into my dream

into my fairy tale.

-J-